...Maybe that's it. The "imbalance" moved onto someone else.
[ he still deserves some punishment, but. would it even matter if he admitted it in trial? or would it be pointless to say it, except to make them all hate him? not that he could blame anyone for it, but... could he do it? even if he can put on a good show and act fine like his life depends on it, he's still terrified of being alone again.
kazunari shakes his head. if they're going to focus on chinatsu and chang geng, then... ]
I didn't feel different during the trial, though. Just - normal. Almost like someone else was responsible, instead of me. So you probably won't notice anything like the effects I felt until after it ends.
A virus could explain how sudden the change was for me between last night and today. But if I was that bad all week just because I wasn't voted for, I would have expected it to keep getting worse instead of disappearing.
...Unless it just likes having a new host every time?
More like I thought that was the only way that I could protect him, at the time. So I think you're right. Like it takes something we care about and uses that to make us act.
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[ he still deserves some punishment, but. would it even matter if he admitted it in trial? or would it be pointless to say it, except to make them all hate him? not that he could blame anyone for it, but... could he do it? even if he can put on a good show and act fine like his life depends on it, he's still terrified of being alone again.
kazunari shakes his head. if they're going to focus on chinatsu and chang geng, then... ]
I didn't feel different during the trial, though. Just - normal. Almost like someone else was responsible, instead of me. So you probably won't notice anything like the effects I felt until after it ends.
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[An illness of color. Who would've thought.]
That makes sense. That's how Kazuma acted, after all. Whatever it is doesn't seem to break unless the person is found out in trial.
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...Unless it just likes having a new host every time?
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Marie...or rather "Wicked" admitted that her impulse to kill Buzen didn't come from her. It was like Kazuma.
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It was kind of like that for me, too. I felt like killing Nines was something I had to do to protect Kumopi. There wasn't even any reason for it.
So whoever was responsible this week probably didn't really want to hurt those two, either...
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