[ he says that in kind of a rush, like it's necessary information for this to make sense but he really doesn't want to be saying it so if he just says it fast enough it maybe isn't as bad. ]
And I'm sure as hell not doing anything different, so - what the hell?
Mmm, not what I'm saying. They see you at home in a different context. Maybe they've heard things about you, or expect things from you that prevent them from getting close.
Here...we have no such thing. It's a blank slate. I think all you'd need is to find others that don't have such expectations, perhaps. Like here.
And what should we know, Damien? People judge others based on what they see. You being a bit grouchy isn't some big sign telling people to stay away. I've known worse, personally.
[ he doesn't really want to tell anyone what they should know. as far as he's concerned no one should know anything and he's not about to spit in the face of these people being so stupid that they're putting up with him.
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[obviously teasing]
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[A long pause.]
You know, despite your attitude...I think a lot more people like you than you think they do.
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so he sighs and hesitates for a second, and then says: ]
... I really don't get it.
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[ he says that in kind of a rush, like it's necessary information for this to make sense but he really doesn't want to be saying it so if he just says it fast enough it maybe isn't as bad. ]
And I'm sure as hell not doing anything different, so - what the hell?
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[She actually does consider that for a moment.]
Maybe the people around you here are different enough from the ones around you at home. And also, I think some realize you're mostly bark, not bite.
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So what? It's just... Luck of the draw with who you're stuck with?
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Here...we have no such thing. It's a blank slate. I think all you'd need is to find others that don't have such expectations, perhaps. Like here.
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but. hm. ]
Guess no one back home knew anyone worse.
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If you're the worst your home has to offer in people's eyes, maybe its not that bad. And here I was thinking it was hellish.
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