...And I assume there were others like you, too. [Who needed that place, beyond anything, as a chance to survive.] That virtual world was everything to you.
Listen, I'm only going to say this once: I know I'm pissed off all the time but this was different. I have no idea what was going on, but the second I saw him it was like my entire world went red. But not because I wanted it to. Whether or not you wanna believe me, that's what happened.
[She listens...and then nods, understanding. This place...twisting people's feelings, twisting people themselves, like pretzels, and now they have to deal with the consequences.]
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[But that does outline everything - she nods at all of it, expression unchanging.]
Are you okay with the fact that your other self chose execution?
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The funniest part? None of you went and told her everything about the execution last week.
I hope you all feel every ounce of pain I’ve felt for the first seventeen years of my life.
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Will that make you feel any different about your own pain? Will it alleviate it?
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I’ve gotten over it.
[ Yeah, that’s a lie. ]
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[She doesn't care. She's blunt and will call it out.]
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Doesn’t matter if I have or not anymore.
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What’s the point of this conversation when I’m dyin’ soon anyway?
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Sometimes its best to just be honest with yourself before you die. [...] I didn't get a whole chance with that, myself.
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[ You're gonna get to see what chances she has. They're so similar! ]
Some of you guys gotta understand that there's some people in this world who will stay broken no matter what.
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And yet they still live, despite everything. Being broken doesn't mean you can't survive in this bitter world.
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Totally livin' it up as just a barely breathing piece of meat, you know.
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[Her eyes...widen.]
A broken spine...?
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That's why I was so hellbent on making sure those virtual worlds wouldn't be destroyed.
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...And I assume there were others like you, too. [Who needed that place, beyond anything, as a chance to survive.] That virtual world was everything to you.
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It, and me, will all disappear soon.
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I wish it didn't have to be like this. I don't just wish, honestly. I hate that it had to be like this. For the both of you.
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Shit happens.
Listen, I'm only going to say this once: I know I'm pissed off all the time but this was different. I have no idea what was going on, but the second I saw him it was like my entire world went red. But not because I wanted it to. Whether or not you wanna believe me, that's what happened.
It was like Kazuma.
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[She listens...and then nods, understanding. This place...twisting people's feelings, twisting people themselves, like pretzels, and now they have to deal with the consequences.]
I believe you. Thank you for telling me.
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[ She waves a hand. ]
That’s all you wanted, right? Leave already before I get pissed off.
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[A little huff of a sigh.]
Do you need anything before tomorrow? As far as little things.
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[ CAFFEINE but I’m kidding ]
Nope. Can’t think of anything I need or want — I think the look on all your faces will be enough as I’m shipped off to hell or whatever.